What I Want To Tell You And Let You Know =(

Dear , i really do miss you so much here .. Today is your day off , i thought i can meet up with you after you done your thing .. But when i called you just now evening you told me you already arrived home .. So i just said oh , okay .. Then asked you my crystal have left at your home or not .. I really don't know why recently you treat me so cool ? Is it i done wrong something make you not happy and make you want to like that treat me ? If i really got done wrong please tell me and let me know .. I really don't want we always like that .. I feel so tired and hurt .. Sometime i really will think that you outside have another girl so you became like that , but i know this is impossible .. I knew you won't treat me like that , right ? Just i always think too much already .. Last night i asked you come to find me , because i want to solve the problem with you .. But you seen like don't wan to solve with me and also don't want to face it .. Why you will became like that ? Before i know that Desmond Kho won't like that hide problem one .. Dear , please wake up .. I know you tired on work and you worrying about your grandfather .. But now what can do at your work side just add oil , don't make yourself feel too stress .. About your grandfather just take it easy only .. I know your heart was very painful to see your grandfather like that .. But what you can do ? You can't do anything at all .. You just can take care him as well only .. I don't know why your grandfather will became like that , but i really hope him will be okay soon .. Cheer up my dear ~!!! I know am very useless now , you got anything i also can't help you .. Always just will think too much and blame you , don't trust you .. Sorry =( I also don't want like that .. I will became like that now is because before i kept been hurt and been cheated .. Now i feel scare , i don't want get hurt and also don't want been cheat again ~!! I hate the feeling ~!!! Nowadays i very worrying about my grandfather too .. My grandfather his condition worsening now .. Now i everyday at home not just eat , sleep and play ... I have to take care my grandfather too .. Although i don't know you got how hard at work and also don't know you got how tired .. I hope you won't make yourself too stress at all .. And i also hope you will not be cold to me anymore .. Thanks ! IMY ALWAYS MY LOVERR ♥♥♥