Our Problem

Past this few days i keep suffer about our problem .. The problem is i can't trust what he had said with me , i can't trust myself too .. I don't know why will became like that .. I really feel tired and hurt .. Got a feeling wanna give up this relation .. But i was very willing to give up our relation , although it a short span of two months .. Because he is not willing to do to me .. We are happy that two months there are also unhappy .. I know some people will say just that short span of two months , what could not willing ? You all will say that because you all don't know how much i love him much .. If can i really hope we can return to the former kind of fun ..