Miss You ;(

Leave you already have 12 days .. Until now i still miss you so much ;( Every day also think want to text you or call you , but i do not dare to do .. Even i text you or call you , i know you won't pick up my call also .. Because you want me to get out of your life , am i right ? I every times kept told myself , i need to give up you .. But i know is hard and is impossible already .. I really do love you much , but you seen like do not care me at all .. Haih ~ I also do not know why you will became like that ? When i just started together with you , that tie you treat me very good .. Every day also pick me up when i finished work , then bring me go had dinner with you .. After dinner also will bring me go Tanjung Aru and accompany me awhile .. That time i thought you are my mr right .. But now i think all is me think too much already .. I should not to think a lot .. I thought you won't leave me alone , but at least you done it for me .. Why ? Is it i treat you not good ? I know now am not a good girlfriend for you .. But then now because of you i keep change myself .. Change to be a good girlfriend .. What you dislike me to do i also won't do it .. But why at least also like that end up this relationship ? To be honest , our relation haven't solve all the problem .. Just me don't want to think too much , so just said that we not couple already .. I every day kept thinking that you will come back my side someday .. Is it true ? I really hope i will dream come true .. Last night after movie with friend , then my friend ask us go we first time met up that place have a drink .. When i arrived there , my mind all is our sweet memories .. When i think about it my tears kept drop out and feeling heart pain also .. I really hope we can turn back last time ..