always be my baby - david cook

Always Be My Baby - David Cook

We were as one , babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So i'm letting you fly
Cause i know in my heart , babe
Our love will never die
No !

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling , cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling , cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And i won't beg you to stay
If you're detemined to leave girl
I'll not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart , babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling , cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling , cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder ohh
I know that , you'll be right back , babe
Ohh ! baby believe me it's only a matter of me

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling , cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling , cause you'll always be my baby

You will always be a part of me ( you will always be )
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escapee
Ooh darling , cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on ( we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling , cause you'll always be my baby

Miss You ;(

Leave you already have 12 days .. Until now i still miss you so much ;( Every day also think want to text you or call you , but i do not dare to do .. Even i text you or call you , i know you won't pick up my call also .. Because you want me to get out of your life , am i right ? I every times kept told myself , i need to give up you .. But i know is hard and is impossible already .. I really do love you much , but you seen like do not care me at all .. Haih ~ I also do not know why you will became like that ? When i just started together with you , that tie you treat me very good .. Every day also pick me up when i finished work , then bring me go had dinner with you .. After dinner also will bring me go Tanjung Aru and accompany me awhile .. That time i thought you are my mr right .. But now i think all is me think too much already .. I should not to think a lot .. I thought you won't leave me alone , but at least you done it for me .. Why ? Is it i treat you not good ? I know now am not a good girlfriend for you .. But then now because of you i keep change myself .. Change to be a good girlfriend .. What you dislike me to do i also won't do it .. But why at least also like that end up this relationship ? To be honest , our relation haven't solve all the problem .. Just me don't want to think too much , so just said that we not couple already .. I every day kept thinking that you will come back my side someday .. Is it true ? I really hope i will dream come true .. Last night after movie with friend , then my friend ask us go we first time met up that place have a drink .. When i arrived there , my mind all is our sweet memories .. When i think about it my tears kept drop out and feeling heart pain also .. I really hope we can turn back last time ..

Do You Know I Miss You Much ;(

我很想你 ，你知道吗 ？我真的很希望你能够现在就出现在我的面前。。这几天我一直告诉自己，你是不会回到我的身边了，所以我要学会放下你。。可是到最后我还是做不到。。这几天去回你带我去过的地方，回忆慢慢的出现在我的脑海里。。想起我们开心的时候，自己都会一直在傻笑。。一直在想我们几时能回到从前的我们啊？我很想念你的声音，想念你的拥抱，想念你欺负我的样子，最想念的还是弄你生气的眼神。。你生气的眼神真的是很凶。。当我知道你生气的时候，我都不敢打扰你。。因为怕你会骂我，可是到最后我都会去弄你。。因为不想看到你生气的样子。。你知道你生气的样子很丑吗？哈哈 。。刚才打了很多通电话给你都没人接听，那是我以为你还在忙所以没打扰你。。差不多要八点时，我又在打通电话给你。。那时电话响了很久你才肯接。。当时我的心在想，你是不是在逃避我啊 ？为什么每次打给都没人接 ;( 昨天睡前，我又偷偷的掉泪了。。想到现在的你完全都不理我，不在乎我的样子。。真的感觉到心好疼啊 。。我真的不知道为什么你会这样对待我？昨天晚上睡觉时突然梦见你回到我的身边，那时候的我真的很开心。。可是当我醒来时，才知道原来是一场梦而已 ;( 今天的我真的哭到很累了。。很想去睡觉，可是都睡不进 ..

About me with him ;(

Miss the time when we hang out together ;(

I miss the time when you bring me along with your friend went to clubbing ;(

I miss the time when you hug me ;(

I miss your smile ;(

Today i have the courage to send you a message .. I do not want our feelings in dragging .. This treat each other also not good , so i'd rather do a bad person can thoroughly one off break .. I admit i am reluctant to end this feeling , But now i can feel you do not love me and care me anymore .. Actually i already know the facts , But i do not want to accept , have pretended not to know .. I think that i am able to maintain this relationship .. Originally i was wrong .. Before you i can disguise to be happy , i will miss you .. Really want to call you and wanted to text you .. But i do not dare to find you .. I always waiting your call and your text , But now i know everything is impossible already .. Now i really miss the time when we together play , together laugh happily , together go movie , together go shopping and other .... I really want return back to last time , But now all is gone already .. I know you won't come back my side anymore .. Because am not a good girlfriend for you .. Start from now , i think i will try my best to put down all .. I wish you happy always and take care ;(

How i pass today ?

This my real smile or fake smile ?

Learning how to smile happily =(

Last night slept around 4 something like that .. Because i couldn't fall asleep and didn't feel sleepy at all .. What's wrong with me again ? Almost 1 month my life passed like that .. I think i gonna say goodbye with this world already .. Actually today need to go work , but i overslept already so i didn't go to work .. Just now when i woke up already 2 something like that .. How came i can slept until so late and be pig ~!!! Omg ~!!! Long time didn't slept until so late already .. And now my health became more worse and became more thin already .. Some of my friend and my cousin said i look thin than before .. I kept think how came i'll like that , i always ate a lot of junk food at outside .. How came now became more thin ? Some of people said if relationship got some problem sure will became more thin because no mood want to eat anything , is it true ? Every day i just have my lunch only .. Then dinner i didn't eat , because no mood want to eat .. Even my mummy cook what i like to eat i also no mood want to eat .. So always been scolded by mummy said i always didn't eat anything , that's why my health became more worse now .. Haih ~ Sorry mummy .. Not me don't want to eat , i no mood eat how you force me i also won't eat .. Just now with daddy , mummy , brother , sister and me went to air-asia city wagamama have our dinner .. When arrived there we go see people play drift , because there have car show .. After see people play drift then we went to wagamam .. When have dinner we all keep laugh became me with my brother kept make noisy at there .. Long time didn't see my mummy and daddy like that happy already =) Saw them like that happy i also feel happy too ~!!! After dinner then we straight go home , on the way going home i kept called you but you didn't answer my call .. I think might be you still busy to do your thing , so i don't want to disturb you .. Just now 10 something like that , i called you once gain .. But you still didn't answer , i think maybe you sleep in already .. Haih ~ Without you i really feel all the thing was changed a lot .. I really miss that time when we happy together =(

How are you recently ? These few days we also didn't contact with each other .. Everything fine ? Wanted to text you and give you a call , but i scare will disturb you .. So i don't want to text and call you .. But do you now these few days i really do miss you so much ? I kept tell myself try don't think about you anymore .. But is hard for me =( When i alone sure i'll think about our passed thing .. Anyone teach me what can i do now ? I admit i didn't feel tired anymore .. Maybe i already give up something .. But why my mind still will think about him ? I really can't stand for it anymore .. This few days keep hang out with my friend , because i don't wanna stay at home .. If i keep stay at home i really can't control myself don't think about you .. So i decide to hang out with my friend have fun and crazy with them .. At there i have to thanks my friend when i sad you all beside me accompany and cheer me up ~ Thanks =) I feel happy to meet up with you all in my life .. What you guys said is right .. We girl " NO MAN NO DIE " I promised you all i'll try to live happily .. Don't want to make myself down and sad anymore .. I'll keep my promise babe ~Sorry to make you all worry about me .. Before when i still together with him , i really think if my life live without you how i continue life at this world ? But now i think properly already , this world didn't said no who then can't continue live at this world .. I wish you happy always and take care yourself =)

一段成熟恋情必须经历的四个阶段

一个成熟称得上真爱的恋情

必须经历四个阶段

－共存 ( Codependent )

－反依赖 ( Counterdependent )

－独立 ( Independent )

－共生 ( Interdependent )

阶段之间转换的时间引人而异

第一个阶段：共存

这是热恋时起

情人希望无论何时何地总腻在一起

第二个阶段：反依赖

等到情感渐渐稳定后

至少会有一方想有更多的时间来做自己想做的事

这是另一方就会感到被冷落　开始莫名的伤感和孤单

第三个阶段：独立

这是第二，三阶段的延续

要求有更多独立自主的时间　也是双方进一步的适应和磨合的过程

第四个阶段：共生

这时新的相处之道已经形成

你的他（她）已经成为

你最亲爱的人

你们在一起互相扶持

一起开创属于你们的人生

你们在一起不会互相牵绊

而会互相鼓励　互相成长

但是　

大多数的人都过不了第二或第三阶段

而选择分手的方式

这时非常可惜的

很多事情只要好好沟通都会没事的

不要赌气　不要耍个性

要互相信任　互相体谅

这样第二，第三阶段的时间就会缩短

和所爱的人相遇相连是　非常不容易的

所以无论如何不要轻言放弃

两个于茫茫人海中相聚是因为有缘

彼此相知相恋是因为有心

真的要好好珍惜珍惜这幅分　莫轻谈分手

我们会逐渐变成我们所爱的人

你和他本来没有共同之处

性格也南辕北辙

可一旦彼此爱上了

日久天长

你会“惊讶”的发现　他的眼睛有点像你的眼睛

他的微笑有点像你的微笑

你们的步伐有点相似

说话的语气越来越像

原来我们会变成我们所爱的人

你本来喜欢脚踏实地的人　而他一向轻佻

但你们爱上了

他竟会不知不觉变得老实

这个适应你的渐渐改变

甚至连他自己都不曾所察觉

这种改变　绝对不是刻意的

两个人爱的越久　气质也就变得相近

你曾经他不是你梦寐以求的类型

然而有一天　你会“惊讶”的发现

他已变成你喜欢的类型

你不必再到处寻觅　他就是你要找的人

Miss You

Last night whole day i didn't sleep until now .. Felt tired and sleepy but i couldn't sleep in , don't know why .. Kept try my best to force myself to sleep in , but still can't .. Every day my mind just thinking about you .. Thinking how to turn back to last time when we sweet , thinking how to make you happy and make you relax .. But at last what also do not have .. Haih ~ What's going on with us now ? Yesterday whole day i didn't hear your voice , kept called you and text you when i was practice dance , but do not have any respond .. I do not why you want like that to avoid me .. Honesly , i really felt deeply hurt and sad .. I do not know how came you will became like that cold blooded do not want to care about me .. Just now i have called you , ask you is it busy working now .. You said ya , but i felt that you like cheated on me =( Really do not want you want now ..

如果哪天我放弃你了，不是我不喜欢你，而是你不珍惜

如果有一天我放弃了你

请不要怀疑我是否恋上另一个人

是因为我发觉你不珍惜我

离开你并非我愿意

我不想拿放弃当威胁

因为那两个字我不曾轻易说出口因为我爱你

假如有天我真正选择了离开

那么对不起不是想要你的挽留

而是对你真的死了心

有些人总是在失去之后才知道曾经的美好

在我决定离开你之前我会给你好多机会

如果你把我给你的机会当做你放纵的资本

有天我会真的走出来

虽然我会痛会伤心

可我了解自己

一旦爱上一个人会全心全意

可一旦我真正决定了死心

那么我只会在心里哭泣一次

然后选择忘记

不要以为感情的事如果没有出现第三者的话很容易复合

我的字典里没有这个概念

如果我选择了放弃选择了离开

那么我便再也不会回头

在你生命中我重要吗

你有在乎过我吗

每次发给你的信息你认真看了吗

朋友们

不要让你身边的人等得太久了

如果有天爱你真的消失了

你应该不会再找到他了~

Because of you

Now i just realized that with a pair of lovers do not have to contact each other everyday .. I believe each other as long as i think i can do .. Perhaps the feelings so that we can be a long .. A couple daily contact , no topic will soon that also easily generate a fight opportunities .. In order to keep out feelings , so we have to do it .. On the one hand give each other a little personal space .. I know now i accept th something is indeed very difficult .. But for you i will try to accept all , i really hope you can give me some time .. I really do not want to lost you because a little something .. I feel very not worth ..

Last night i thought of a night , may all you say is correct .. I am just too rigid , not to accept the fact .. So today will get the point .. Every time i always lost treasure each other after all .. My request is not high .. I am not asking you to meet me every day are also not asking you to pass me every day is an hour on the phone .. I ask for much , i just want your love and your concern only .. To you i feel you really care about me .. Just to be with you , this all the things you can do , why are you suddenly changed ? Really , i find it difficult to accept all the present you ..

爱一个人不一定要拥有他／她，我们可以试着用另外一种方式去爱

爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好好去爱他!!

当你经历过爱与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，

也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。

但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，

由于种种原因真心相爱的人并不一定能在一起；

你最爱的，往往没有选择你；

最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；

而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱的，也不是最爱你的。

只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人，

才会真的和你永远在一起!

没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，

可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，

他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；

同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。

当一个人不爱你要离开你，

你要问自己还爱不爱他(她)，

如果你也不爱他(她)了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；

如果你还爱他(她)，你应该会希望他(她)过得幸福快乐，

希望他(她)跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，

你要是阻止他(她)得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他(她)了，

而如果你不爱他(她)，你又有什么资格指责他(她)变心呢？

爱不是占有!!!

你喜欢星星，不可能把星星拿下来放在脸盆里，

但星星的光芒仍可照进你的房间。

换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，

让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，

如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子──爱他的好，也爱他的坏：

爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，

绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，

万一变不成就不爱他了。

真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，

你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；

真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。

毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；

分开是一种必然的考验，

如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，

真爱是不会变成怨恨的。

两人在谈情说爱的时候，

最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，

就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，

而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际。

海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!

爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好好去爱他!!

当你经历过爱与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，

也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。

但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，

由于种种原因真心相爱的人并不一定能在一起；

你最爱的，往往没有选择你；

最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；

而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱的，也不是最爱你的。

只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人，

才会真的和你永远在一起!

没有人是故意要变心的，他爱你的时候是真的爱你，

可是他不爱你的时候也是真的不爱你了，

他爱你的时候没有办法假装不爱你；

同样的，他不爱你的时候也没有办法假装爱你。

当一个人不爱你要离开你，

你要问自己还爱不爱他(她)，

如果你也不爱他(她)了，千万别为了可怜的自尊而不肯离开；

如果你还爱他(她)，你应该会希望他(她)过得幸福快乐，

希望他(她)跟真正爱的人在一起，绝不会阻止，

你要是阻止他(她)得到真正的幸福，就表示你已经不爱他(她)了，

而如果你不爱他(她)，你又有什么资格指责他(她)变心呢？

爱不是占有!!!

你喜欢星星，不可能把星星拿下来放在脸盆里，

但星星的光芒仍可照进你的房间。

换句话说，你爱一个人，也可以用另一种方式拥有，

让爱人成为生命里的永恒回忆，

如果你真爱一个人，就要爱他原来的样子──爱他的好，也爱他的坏：

爱他的优点，也爱他的缺点，

绝不能因为爱他，就希望他变成自己所希望的样子，

万一变不成就不爱他了。

真正爱一个人是无法说出原因的，

你只知道无论何时何地、心情好坏，你都希望这个人陪著你；

真正的感情是两人能在最艰苦中相守，也就是没有丝毫要求。

毕竟，感情必须付出，而不是只想获得；

分开是一种必然的考验，

如果你们感情不够稳固，只好认输，

真爱是不会变成怨恨的。

两人在谈情说爱的时候，

最喜欢叫对方发誓，许下承诺我们为什么要对方发誓，

就是因为我们不相信对方，我们根本不相信情人，

而这些山盟海誓又很不切实际。

海枯石烂、地老天荒，都不能改变我对你的爱!

明知道海不会枯、石不会烂、地不会老、天不会荒；

就算会，也活不到那时候。

许下诺言的时候千万注意，不要许下可以实现的诺言，

最好是承诺做不到的事，

反正做不到的，随便说说也不要紧，

请记住：“不可能实现的诺言最动人”

在爱情里，说的是一套，做的是另一套；

讲的人不相信，听的人也不相信 ……

茫茫人海中，你遇见了谁？谁又遇见了你

LOVE MEANS ??

真正的爱情并不一定是他人眼中的完美匹配

?需要同时付出才会有意义，才会更加的完美?

爱是缘份，爱是感动，爱是习惯，爱是宽容，爱是提升，爱是体谅，爱是一辈子的诚诺。 爱是愉快， 是难过， 是陶醉， 是情绪，是勇敢，是信赖，是诚意，是体贴，是相思，是怀念，是甜蜜，是醇酒，是甘泉，是沉醉，是幸福，是牺牲，是高尚，是奉献，是责任。

爱就要相互信任，相互宽容，相互关心，相互尊敬，相互扶持，相互理解，相互照顾，相互爱戴，有情有义，彼此交心包容又没有排他性，只有这样的爱才是你一生中最大的资产!

爱是包容而不是放纵 爱是关怀而不是宠爱 爱是相互交融而不是单相思 爱是百味而不全是甜蜜

真爱就是无偿的付出，是心甘情愿的帮助，是彼此心灵的感应

茫茫人海中两人从相遇，相识，相知，或是相亲相爱，这就是缘分，缘分无需等待 ，缘分是人争取的，是人创造的，只有懂得努力创造缘分的人，才是最理智的，可是又有多少人，能在缘分来的时候，抓得住它，珍惜它呢！缘分是美丽的，缘分和爱情一样，是个古老的话题，同时缘分也需要精心呵护的，缘分不是诗，但它比诗更美丽，缘分不是酒，但它比酒更香浓。爱是不分距离不分地域的，在缘分的天空里，缘分并不是永远都不会远逝的，珍惜你的缘分，善待你的爱情。莫等失去空遗恨

真正的爱情，是在能爱的时候，懂得珍惜

真正的爱情，是在无法爱的时候，懂得放手

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当你经历过爱与被爱，学会了爱，才会知道什么是你需要的，

也才会找到最适合你，能够相处一辈子的人。

但很悲哀的，在现实生活中，

由于种种原因真心相爱的人并不一定能在一起；

你最爱的，往往没有选择你；

最爱你的，往往不是你最爱的；

而最长久的，偏偏不是你最爱的，也不是最爱你的。

只是在最适合的时间出现的那个人，

才会真的和你永远在一起!

我们都知道，爱代表着一种责任，爱是一种无条件的付出和牺牲，爱是永无止境永不失落的，爱不是不要回报，而爱的回报就是对方的永远快乐和幸福。而对方的快乐就是你的快乐，对方的幸福就是你的幸福，你应该快乐着她的快乐，幸福着她的幸福!

如果你爱的人放弃了你，请放开自己，好让自己有机会爱别人！ 有的东西你再喜欢也不会属於你的，有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的，人生中有许多种爱，但别让爱成为一种伤害。 有些缘分是注定要失去的，有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的，爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱他，用心去感受把!

做自己喜欢做的事情,聆听温馨的音乐,外出散心愉情,看看生活的风景,也是一种惬意快活的方式。多和朋友出去走走逛逛，交流交心交情。

日子不可能总是阳光明媚的，有酸甜苦辣，有忧有愁，郁闷寂寞，人生才多姿多彩。

人的一生不可能是一直快乐的，忘记烦恼忧愁、、忘记不开心的事情，和不愉快的、、忘记脆弱的情怀。

因此不需太在意的。加油. 祝愿您在生命中获得幸福和愉悦，快乐开心 ..

“I”-Inject　　 ----投入

“L”-Loyal　　　----忠诚

“O”-Observant　----用心 　

“V”-Valiant　　----勇敢

　

如何去爱你的爱人

真正的爱，是接受，不是忍受；是支持，不是支配；是慰问，不是质问。

　　真正的爱，要道谢也要道歉；要体贴，也要体谅；要认错，也好改错。

　　真正的爱，不是彼此凝视，而是共同沿着同一方向望去。

　　也许，爱，不是寻找一个完美的人；而是，要学会用完美的眼光，欣赏一个不完美的人。

　　牵了手，就不要，随便说分手。

　　或许，爱就是心甘情愿的付出，甘苦与共的分享。

　　不要等到失去了才知道可贵；不要等到伤害了才来乞求原谅；有些东西失去了永远不会再回来。

　　如果一个人向你表白，无论如何请珍惜他/她对你的爱，即使只能做普通朋友；或许一个人纯真的表白不会再有第二次。

　　因为善良，所以可爱；因为可爱，所以美丽；因为美丽，所以向往；因为向往，所以相爱。

不是因为孤独才相爱，而是要让相爱的不感到孤独。

　　是爱，而不是时间，能够治愈所有的创伤。

　　人的一生，总会有大段的平淡，打断不尽如人意的遭遇，是爱，让我们想到美好，仍然有希望。

　　有爱，你就不会感到艰难是一种负担。

感动

为什么相爱的人却不能在一起？刚才看了网友的部落格才知道他的男朋友已经离开她，回天家去了。。看到她这样伪装自己的不开心，感觉好辛苦。。我可以感觉得到他们俩是真的相爱的。。可是为什么上帝就是要撤散他们，不让他们在一起？相爱却不能够在一起，是一件多么心痛的事情？看到他们这样，我觉得现在的我真的很幸福了。。虽然现在我和他之前出了一些问题，我想如果我们是真的爱对方的话，我们一定会一起解决的。。可是我能感觉得到现在的他很不想和我一起解决。。我曾经尝试一个人去解决所有的问题，可是还是不行。。只从那一次后我才真正的了解到，不是什么问题都能自己解决的。。现在的问题我想应该是我不大了解他，不懂他真正要的是什么东西吧。。尝试了很多办法去了解他的一切，可是到最到后还是什么东西都没有。。也尝试了很多方法去换回这段感情，可是最后的结果都还是一样。。感情是两个人的事。。一旦出现了问题，就必须一起的解决所有问题。。不是一个人去解决就可以的。。现在的我很想把所有的问题都解决掉，不想再为爱而烦恼，更不想再为爱而伤心了。。现在的我忘了什么是微笑，也忘了什么是痛。。因为你我放弃了我爱做的东西，我也学会了很多东西。。可是为什么你还是可以这样的对待我？是因为我付出的不够多吗？还是你真的变心了而你不敢告诉我？怕伤害到我，怕我承受不到？如果你是真的变心而怕伤害到我所以不让我知道，那我宁愿你把所有的东西都告诉我。。让我在伤多一次，让我痛恨你，让我大哭一场。。好吗？如果你真的不爱我了，请你告诉我。。不要再让我感觉到我还有那么一丝的希望，好吗？我真的快撑不住了。。在你面前我真的可以伪装到很开心，其实我心里是很伤心的。。你知道吗？我在想如果有一天真的让我发现到你是真的不爱我而不告诉我，那时候我真的很难想像我会这样。。所以请你快点让我知道你的答案。。可以吗？

Tired + Sick

( Michelle status : Sicking + Tired .. ) This what my feeling right now =( Sicking is because not enough sleep , tired is about family problem and love ! How came this two thing easy made me down .. Really don't know why i always also get this kind of problem .. Solve the problem by myself , but at last the problem still came back to find me .. Omg ~!!! Save me please .. Can you teach me what i wanna do now ? I really don't want to think about all my bad memories anymore .. Once i think the feeling really make me feel want to leave here .. I can't tahan the feeling at all .. Somebody teach me should i continue my relation again ? These few days he really make me going to be crazy sooner .. He treat me freaking cool now .. Even i whole day didn't find him , him also won't find me too .. Because what ..... I also don't know .. Always ask him why want treat me like that , then the answer he gave me is TIRED ~!! Wtf !! What the answer you gave me ? All is excuse and lie ! I don't want to quarrel with you , because i don't want our relation end like that .. But you acting like nothing at all .. What kind of boyfriend ? Girlfriend sick already ask you to bring me go see doctor , but you show your ugly face to me ? You think i want to get sick always ? I easy get sick because i too weak already .. I can sure i want be strong always .. But now i can't ....... You also can't blame on me =( The money i'll pay back you as soon as possible .. You don't need to worry much .. I won't cheat your money also .. I really hate you just now .. Driving so fast , like want go die already .. Haih ~ Don't know what your mind thinking right now .. I know what i say with you , you won't heard also .. So better i just shut up only .. You want how then how .. Whatever you like to do .. Might be this kind of life more suit than you .. I've no idea =(

每个人的生命中都存在着一道耀眼的彩虹 ，照亮你的希望 ，你的梦想 。。我曾以为 ，我的那道彩虹是詹志忠 。。

那时候的我 ，从来没有想过，人生自己会转弯 ，我费尽心思的在证明我有多么的爱你 。。后来我才真真的发觉到原来我真真爱的人不是你 。。我终于知道为什么当初你会选择离开我，因为我不懂如何的去关心我爱的人。。每天只会在你耳边扰扰叨叨的 ，简直就是像完你家妈妈的样子 。。 我想你家的妈妈都没像我这样 ，对吧 ? 现在的我真的很想面对面的对你说声谢谢你 。。谢你是因为和你在一起的时候我真的学会了很多东西 。。离开你的那段时间也同样的学了很多 。。要关心自己心爱的人方法不止是一个 ，还有很多方法可以去关心的 。。我承认你离开我的时候 ，当时我真的很恨你 。。 恨不得你有马上消失在我眼前 ，可是当时的我真的做不到 。。就只好一直在逃避你 ，就连吃午餐时间我都不敢出去吃 ，因为我怕会见到你 。。那时候的我逃避了两个月多我才敢出去吃午餐 。。当我决定不要在逃避你时候，你就出现在我也眼前了 。。当时的我心跳的超快 ，不懂我该做些什么 ，只好对你微笑而以 。。可是到最好我还是放下你了 。。

直到上上个月 ，让我认识了一位男生，大我十岁的男生 。。真的很不可想像吧 。。同时也让我闯进了他的世界里 。。 然后一不小心 ， 我们 就在一起了 。。 刚开始的时候，他对我真的很不错 。。可以说是谈了那么多次的恋爱 ，他是第二个对我最好的男朋友了 。。和他在一起快要两个月了 。。在这两个月里 ，又开心也有不开心的事情发生 。。可是最后我们还是解决了一些问题 。。到了今天 ，我不否认我还是那么的不信任他 。。会变成这样都是因为之前被伤的太重了 。。所以到了现在 ，感觉还是有那么一点的害怕 。。可是我答应他从现在起我会试着去相信他所说的一切 。。希望我真的可以做到吧 。。

这段旅程虽然艰难挫折 ，中间我都也沮丧过 ，放弃过 。。幸好心中的希望没有熄灭 ，幸好总有人帮我加油打气 。。终于我们都找到我真真要的是什么了 。。

人生是一盒巧克力 ，你永远不知道下一颗拿到的是什么 。。但只要坚持相信梦想的存在 ，就能找到属于自己独一无二的彩虹 。。

What I Want To Tell You And Let You Know =(

Dear , i really do miss you so much here .. Today is your day off , i thought i can meet up with you after you done your thing .. But when i called you just now evening you told me you already arrived home .. So i just said oh , okay .. Then asked you my crystal have left at your home or not .. I really don't know why recently you treat me so cool ? Is it i done wrong something make you not happy and make you want to like that treat me ? If i really got done wrong please tell me and let me know .. I really don't want we always like that .. I feel so tired and hurt .. Sometime i really will think that you outside have another girl so you became like that , but i know this is impossible .. I knew you won't treat me like that , right ? Just i always think too much already .. Last night i asked you come to find me , because i want to solve the problem with you .. But you seen like don't wan to solve with me and also don't want to face it .. Why you will became like that ? Before i know that Desmond Kho won't like that hide problem one .. Dear , please wake up .. I know you tired on work and you worrying about your grandfather .. But now what can do at your work side just add oil , don't make yourself feel too stress .. About your grandfather just take it easy only .. I know your heart was very painful to see your grandfather like that .. But what you can do ? You can't do anything at all .. You just can take care him as well only .. I don't know why your grandfather will became like that , but i really hope him will be okay soon .. Cheer up my dear ~!!! I know am very useless now , you got anything i also can't help you .. Always just will think too much and blame you , don't trust you .. Sorry =( I also don't want like that .. I will became like that now is because before i kept been hurt and been cheated .. Now i feel scare , i don't want get hurt and also don't want been cheat again ~!! I hate the feeling ~!!! Nowadays i very worrying about my grandfather too .. My grandfather his condition worsening now .. Now i everyday at home not just eat , sleep and play ... I have to take care my grandfather too .. Although i don't know you got how hard at work and also don't know you got how tired .. I hope you won't make yourself too stress at all .. And i also hope you will not be cold to me anymore .. Thanks ! IMY ALWAYS MY LOVERR ♥♥♥