What I Want To Tell You And Let You Know =(

Dear , i really do miss you so much here .. Today is your day off , i thought i can meet up with you after you done your thing .. But when i called you just now evening you told me you already arrived home .. So i just said oh , okay .. Then asked you my crystal have left at your home or not .. I really don't know why recently you treat me so cool ? Is it i done wrong something make you not happy and make you want to like that treat me ? If i really got done wrong please tell me and let me know .. I really don't want we always like that .. I feel so tired and hurt .. Sometime i really will think that you outside have another girl so you became like that , but i know this is impossible .. I knew you won't treat me like that , right ? Just i always think too much already .. Last night i asked you come to find me , because i want to solve the problem with you .. But you seen like don't wan to solve with me and also don't want to face it .. Why you will became like that ? Before i know that Desmond Kho won't like that hide problem one .. Dear , please wake up .. I know you tired on work and you worrying about your grandfather .. But now what can do at your work side just add oil , don't make yourself feel too stress .. About your grandfather just take it easy only .. I know your heart was very painful to see your grandfather like that .. But what you can do ? You can't do anything at all .. You just can take care him as well only .. I don't know why your grandfather will became like that , but i really hope him will be okay soon .. Cheer up my dear ~!!! I know am very useless now , you got anything i also can't help you .. Always just will think too much and blame you , don't trust you .. Sorry =( I also don't want like that .. I will became like that now is because before i kept been hurt and been cheated .. Now i feel scare , i don't want get hurt and also don't want been cheat again ~!! I hate the feeling ~!!! Nowadays i very worrying about my grandfather too .. My grandfather his condition worsening now .. Now i everyday at home not just eat , sleep and play ... I have to take care my grandfather too .. Although i don't know you got how hard at work and also don't know you got how tired .. I hope you won't make yourself too stress at all .. And i also hope you will not be cold to me anymore .. Thanks ! IMY ALWAYS MY LOVERR ♥♥♥

女人不吵了、不鬧了、不叫了，就是真的不愛了

女人說要離開，是傷心了，是你讓他失望了.

女人明知道你們之間沒有未來，卻情願留在你身邊做個普通朋友，不是她太賤，只是她舍不得 .

女人故意在你面前提到別的男人，不是她花心，只是想要刺激一下你，讓你多在乎她一點 .

女人不主動打電話、發信息給你，不是不想你，是她不夠自信，你接到電話、短信時，是否也同樣的想念她 .

如果女人不愛你，是不會對你發脾氣的，不要報怨自己的女朋友脾氣太怪，女人只對她愛的人發脾氣.

女人不是不知道你還有別的女人，她選擇獨自傷心卻不揭穿你，是害怕揭穿後給了你一個離開她的借口.

女人總是在你面前假裝很開心，不是她沒心沒肺，成天傻樂，只是為了在你面前留下最美的樣子

男人 其實你不懂

1 她總是問:你在哪呢?你現在在幹嗎? (她很想念你,只是想跟你說說話,你不給她發信息,她很

矛盾,怕你在忙,但又忍不住想你.換了別人,愛幹嘛幹嘛,她不關心.所以請你一有時間就問候她一

下, 讓她放心,讓她知道你心裡有她,她不會煩你.她總是主動聯系你,她會覺得她賤.)

2 她說:我不開心了,我好煩. (不要怪她無理取鬧,更不能覺得她在煩你,她不是真的不開心,她只是想你了.只是想要你會來安慰她一下,哪怕是:乖,別鬧了,聽話!)

3 她說:不要感冒了./路上小心./自己多注意…… (不要嫌她煩.因為她知道你不傻,甚至是很聰明的.她只想讓你知道她心裡有你,她很想關心你)

4 她總說自己又長胖了或者長得不夠漂亮. (不要覺得她是在自卑或嫉妒別人,她只是怕自己在你眼中不夠完美.她已經在為你改變了.)

5 她總說她想要幫你,要你有什麼事一定要告訴她. (其實她知道她幫不了你什麼,她只想讓你知道你還有她,她永遠在會你身邊陪你,會一直的支持你,)

6 她看到你跟別的女生親近一些就會生氣,發小脾氣. (別說她小氣,不信任你,她其實是在吃醋,這表示她十分在乎你.即使心裡難受也會自己安慰自己.)

7 無論做什麼她總會征求你的意見. (不是她沒主見,太過依賴你,她只是尊重你,凡事以你為先.)

8 不管在哪裡她總是緊緊的和你站在一起. (她只是在告訴你她信任你.)

9 她愛憂傷,總是會多想. (不要覺得她是想太多,只是有時她會覺得缺乏安全感.)

10 她假裝生氣轉身離開. (其實,她不是真的想走,只是離開的時候希望被挽留.)

11 她會突然冷淡你,或是向你撒嬌. (別怪她孩子氣,她只是想讓你哄哄她.)

12 也許有一天她會跟你說分手. (其實,這個時候她已經喜歡你好久,只是不確定這份感情是不是對的.她只是要你的安全感,你的舍不得,你的不要走……）

男人 不要總是這麼吝舍 不花一點心思

在愛你 你明明也愛的人身上

Our Problem

Past this few days i keep suffer about our problem .. The problem is i can't trust what he had said with me , i can't trust myself too .. I don't know why will became like that .. I really feel tired and hurt .. Got a feeling wanna give up this relation .. But i was very willing to give up our relation , although it a short span of two months .. Because he is not willing to do to me .. We are happy that two months there are also unhappy .. I know some people will say just that short span of two months , what could not willing ? You all will say that because you all don't know how much i love him much .. If can i really hope we can return to the former kind of fun ..

Photoshooting Again 29-06-10

See ~!!! So fat and short too =(
I Like This =)

Today morning out around 5 something , when out we straight go Micho's house to makeup and set my hair .. We used 1 hour ++ to makeup and set my hair .. We out around 8 something like that .. Then Micho said want to go Jessalton for photoshooting , so just go ahead only .. When arrive there so many ppl keep looking at me , feel got a bit scary .. Hahas =))) Maybe i feel shy =P After Jessalton we went to Hyatt for photoshooting too .. There is a nice place , i like to at there shooting .. Hope next time still can went to there again .. Today felt very tired , because whole night didn't sleep and rest too .. My mind kept thinking about him only .. Tomorrow morning he will arrive KK , don't know he will find me or not .. Haih ~ Everything just take it easy only la =(

Boring Day

Yesterday whole day just stay at home only .. Nothing to do , boring like hell .. Haih ~ Actually i already dated my friend to meet up with she , because she is going to Singapura sooner .. Don't know when she just will come back to K.K again =( But just now morning receive her msg , today she will be very busy .. So change to tomorrow just meet up with she =) Later morning have to wake up in the early morning , because have photoshooting again ~ Wish me luck today ~!!! I still very miss you now =( 1 more day to go ~!!! T___________________________________T

Have Fun With My Babe QiQi

Today morning woke up around 11 something like that , when i woke up rush to go prepare myself .. Because i already date QiQi go Suria for movie and shopping .. I done around 12 something like that , then went to breakfast with my friend , after that just went to Suria meet up with QiQi ~ Me arrived Suria around 1 something like that .. When i arrived there QiQi haven't arrive yet , so i just sit inside the car and wait she come .. Because she asked me to wait she at the Suria big door there .. When she arrive we together went to Cinema take ticket .. Last night we already booking ticket already .. So just need to go there take it only .. After take the ticket then we went to Suria Food Corner , because QiQi want to have her breakfast and lunch .. When QiQi finished ate , the movie almost start too .. Then we fast fast go there buy something bring to Cinema eat .. Hahas =))) We watch the movie name called " Knight And Day " Nice movie and kinda funny too ^^ Now me with QiQi is waiting " Step Up 3D " We wanna watch the movie is talk about dance .. Can't wait for it already =) After movie already 4 something like that then we at Suria shopping awhile then went to Wisma shopping too .. After Wisma we went to KK Box sing k .. Hahas =))) Today really have fun with my babe and Calvin too .. Although we not really know about each other but still have to say nice to meet you and you look funny my friend ^^ When saw my blogger please don't blame on me .. I just say the fact only .. Muahaha ~!!!! I know you won't easy angry me one , because i say you look funny .. 8 something like that arrive home then go bath play computer .. Now is 10:26pm going to sleep sooner .. Tomorrow is monday again , how i want to pass my life is without you now ? I really do miss you much here =(((

Miss Him A Lot Now =(

Just now morning my friend with his friend went to Taiwant for trip .. They go Taiwan 6 days .. So means that need wait after 6 days i just can meet up with my dear .. Just now morning him promise me when arrive there will give me a call .. Let me know that him safety arrive there .. Whole day already i kept waiting his call until now i still haven't receive .. I really worry him much and miss him much too .. Just now called his number , but no ppl answer .. Text him but no respond =( I know if i like that call him sure very expensive , but i really miss him so much .. My dear , please faster give me a call .. Can ? I so worry about you now ..