About How We Know Each Other =)))

Me with my lover Desmond Kho Jiun Vun started together from 12 May 2010 .. Why we will know each other ? Is because i had a friend name called Ah Wai , Now he working at Haha bar ( Work as DJ ) I know he from Facebook .. We always chatting at there and i felt that he very care me also .. So i decide to be friend with he .. Before me always with my friend went to Haha bar , Sometime no ppl accompany me , i also will ask he sing with me =)) I felt that he is a good guy , but why he will so hard to find a girlfriend ? I really don't know why .. Maybe i not really know about he .. Someday he was date me join his friend's friend birthday party at Lintas New Jade Pub .. The pub design look nice , but then the sound not really good .. So we just went to there awhile , After that we change to Haha bar continue again .. When i go in the pub so many ppl looking for me , don't know why .. Felt got a bit weird , because almost is all ppl is looking at me and i felt shy too .. Then i don't care how them see me , i just at there sing k only .. Hahas =))) Me with he kept talk cock at there .. Then had girl keep looking at me again , then i ask he " Oi ~!! That girl is your friend kah ? Why she kept looking at me ? Issit i'm too pretty already ? " Then he kept laugh , he answer me " Lols ~ No ppl said herself pretty one .. " Hahas =)) Then he also had told me that is his brother girlfriend , then i said " Oh , So ? Why she kept looking at me ? I don't know her boyfriend also .. Lols ~ " Ah wai said she is like that one .. All ppl also not like be friend with she .. Then i said not my business also , Why you want to tell me ? Then i 38 go asked he who's her boyfriend ? Then he said is Desmond working at Karamunsing de .. Then i said i think maybe i know who is that already .. I want to know this guy for a long time ago , i just don't know want how to be friend and talk with him , so i just let it pass .. But now him come to my life already .. So i kept asked myself , Should i be friend with him ? Actually my mind is kept thinking said just do what you want only .. At least i also decide to be friend with him at first .. After Haha bar me with Ah Wai went to Menggatal find him , because i told Ah Wai i wanna make sure issit is him ? How i know when i saw him i suddenly felt very nervous and shy to see him .. We just met up awhile then go home , Because that time is too late already .. I also don't want to disturb him sleep also .. Because the next day him still need to wake up early go work .. After send him back home , i got text him said nice to meet you here and asked him take rest earlier , then him reply me so cool .. I felt so hurt that time , But i think maybe him want to sleep already so just treat me like that cool .. That time i really didn't care too much then replier him okay lar , good night .. The next day me with Ah Wai go his saloon find him to go take lunch , That time i still don't dare to talk with him , but at least we also have talk a bit .. Started from that time i already felt i got a bit like him , But i don't know want how to let him know .. So i just be silent only .. Then at night out with him , But i think that time him already know i like him , Just him don't want to said it out .. We everyday also have met up and talk phone .. When we haven't start together , Him already gave me felt that we're in a relationship .. We haven't start together him always pick me up when i finished work .. Thanks ^^