Photoshooting Again 29-06-10

See ~!!! So fat and short too =(
I Like This =)

Today morning out around 5 something , when out we straight go Micho's house to makeup and set my hair .. We used 1 hour ++ to makeup and set my hair .. We out around 8 something like that .. Then Micho said want to go Jessalton for photoshooting , so just go ahead only .. When arrive there so many ppl keep looking at me , feel got a bit scary .. Hahas =))) Maybe i feel shy =P After Jessalton we went to Hyatt for photoshooting too .. There is a nice place , i like to at there shooting .. Hope next time still can went to there again .. Today felt very tired , because whole night didn't sleep and rest too .. My mind kept thinking about him only .. Tomorrow morning he will arrive KK , don't know he will find me or not .. Haih ~ Everything just take it easy only la =(

Boring Day

Yesterday whole day just stay at home only .. Nothing to do , boring like hell .. Haih ~ Actually i already dated my friend to meet up with she , because she is going to Singapura sooner .. Don't know when she just will come back to K.K again =( But just now morning receive her msg , today she will be very busy .. So change to tomorrow just meet up with she =) Later morning have to wake up in the early morning , because have photoshooting again ~ Wish me luck today ~!!! I still very miss you now =( 1 more day to go ~!!! T___________________________________T

Have Fun With My Babe QiQi

Today morning woke up around 11 something like that , when i woke up rush to go prepare myself .. Because i already date QiQi go Suria for movie and shopping .. I done around 12 something like that , then went to breakfast with my friend , after that just went to Suria meet up with QiQi ~ Me arrived Suria around 1 something like that .. When i arrived there QiQi haven't arrive yet , so i just sit inside the car and wait she come .. Because she asked me to wait she at the Suria big door there .. When she arrive we together went to Cinema take ticket .. Last night we already booking ticket already .. So just need to go there take it only .. After take the ticket then we went to Suria Food Corner , because QiQi want to have her breakfast and lunch .. When QiQi finished ate , the movie almost start too .. Then we fast fast go there buy something bring to Cinema eat .. Hahas =))) We watch the movie name called " Knight And Day " Nice movie and kinda funny too ^^ Now me with QiQi is waiting " Step Up 3D " We wanna watch the movie is talk about dance .. Can't wait for it already =) After movie already 4 something like that then we at Suria shopping awhile then went to Wisma shopping too .. After Wisma we went to KK Box sing k .. Hahas =))) Today really have fun with my babe and Calvin too .. Although we not really know about each other but still have to say nice to meet you and you look funny my friend ^^ When saw my blogger please don't blame on me .. I just say the fact only .. Muahaha ~!!!! I know you won't easy angry me one , because i say you look funny .. 8 something like that arrive home then go bath play computer .. Now is 10:26pm going to sleep sooner .. Tomorrow is monday again , how i want to pass my life is without you now ? I really do miss you much here =(((

Miss Him A Lot Now =(

Just now morning my friend with his friend went to Taiwant for trip .. They go Taiwan 6 days .. So means that need wait after 6 days i just can meet up with my dear .. Just now morning him promise me when arrive there will give me a call .. Let me know that him safety arrive there .. Whole day already i kept waiting his call until now i still haven't receive .. I really worry him much and miss him much too .. Just now called his number , but no ppl answer .. Text him but no respond =( I know if i like that call him sure very expensive , but i really miss him so much .. My dear , please faster give me a call .. Can ? I so worry about you now ..

Yesterday with my daddy went to my friend birthday party =)

Last night me with daddy went to Damai upperstar celebrate Yakuji's birthday party .. Me with daddy out around 7 something like that .. Because the party start at 7.30pm .. When arrived there sure is say Happy Birthday with that birthday boy first .. After that just take a sit and chit chat with them .. Last night really had fun with them =) I think i long time didn't like that crazy with my friend already .. Really miss the time when we at school crazy together and play together .. Always talk cock when at class .. Go where also stick together , never separate with each other .. But now we separate with each other already , all have their own life already .. Yesterday heard FeiFei said him in a relationship already .. When i heard him said that for sure i'll congratulations him and my friend Everly sister ^^ Finally you two together already .. Feel happy when heard FeiFei said with me .. We leave Upperstar around 11 something like that , then we went to Damai Metro play pool .. Because birthday boy want to play pool .. So we all just accompany him only .. When arrived Metro saw many friend came back from oversea .. Now they is Summer Holidays so can come back meet up with they family and friend too .. We leave there around 12 something like that , arrived home faster go remove my makeup and take bath .. After that go watch tv , because nothing to do already .. Just waiting the time pass only .. I want to text my dear ask him to take care when he at Taiwan .. When him arrive airport him got called me too .. Because i text him said i just want to heard his voice only .. After talked phone with my dear , my tears auto dropped out =(

What about today ?

Today woke up around 10 something like that .. When open eyes first time sure is seen my phone , because i wanna know my dear have find me or not .. I saw my phone have one missed call , but i know don't know is who called me in the early morning .. Then for sure i'll go check it , manatau is my dear called me , but i didn't pick up his call .. Because last night before i slept i silent my phone and off the vibrate too .. I don't want ppl disturb me sleeping .. Then i call him back , but him didn't pick up my call too .. Maybe him busy working during i called him , that's why no ppl pick up .. So i don't care it also .. Then i go clean up myself first , after that go open my computer online awhile then go watch tv .. Always stay at home also don't know want to do what .. When nothing to do then help my mummy clean up the house .. A little dust at home i also don't like , plus at home nothing to do better i go clean up .. Incidentally i can clean up my room also .. But today i just clean up the house , haven't clean up my room yet .. So have to continue clean up tomorrow .. Just now my mood just like normal , but my mind keep thinking about him .. Then whole afternoon i kept called him also didn't answer , i though him don't want to care me already .. Then i try to think another way might be him busy working , so i have to understanding him .. Don't want keep disturb him working , if not him will feel me very bother .. So i just go away continue sleeping .. Just now afternoon my head suddenly feel pain again .. Haih ~ Don't know when my parents just want bring me go body check up .. Just now 8 something like that him called me , i know him very angry about his shop happened something just now .. So i didn't talk much with him also .. Just talking on the phone with him when i shed tears while talking on the phone with him .. But i guessing him don't know that i'm cried just now .. So just let it be only .. And i don't want to think much already .. I very feel suffer =( Recently got a lot of thing happen on me , i haven't solve all the problem yet .. Coming this saturday him with his friend is going to Taiwan already .. I think i'll be very miss him a lot .. Let him go there play with his friend also is a good thing for us .. By the way we can give each other some time to cool down also .. I hope when him come back , all the thing will be fine ..

Sad Night =(

Haih ~ Hard to sleep in again .. Now all mine is keep thinking all bad memories .. How came will became like this ? Now i very suffer about love again =( Because of him i everyday hard to sleep in and keep thinking about our relation .. I really hope our problem can solve together my dear .. I really don't want to lost you without reason .. I know sometime my temper not good , but i already try my best to change now .. Please give me some time to change it can ? I really don't want to argue with you anymore .. I hate argue and i also hate you always treat me cool .. Always got what thing happen you also won't tell me , do you know if you like that just make me worry you much only ? I admit i have think want to shop our relation , but when i think about our happy time my heart is deep hurt and pain .. So i choose to keep out relation until the end .. Now my sick haven't recover yet , then something happen again .. God ~ Please tell me you want me how to handle all the thing can ? I very tired will all already .. I want go body check up , but i scare to know the report .. I want to do operation but i scare i will not wake up anymore .. Please tell me how to do , can ? God i need your help now .. Now i almost everyday night cry alone and hardly to sleep in .. Can don't make me think too much and give me sleep well start from now on ?

Moody Night

Last night out with my cousin and my friend .. We went to K.K Sugar Bun have dinner after that went to Lintas Frenz Cafe take away juice then back home .. To be honest , last night i freaking moody because of you .. Just want to meet up with you , but you keep find many excuse to ignore me .. Why you want like that treat me ? Issit our relation want to like that continue ? Or we should end up this relation ? I really don't know what your mind thinking right now .. And i think i don't need to know much also .. I'm very tired with it and sick with it too .. God ~ Can you teach me what can i do now ? I very suffer about love now .. I just want have a boyfriend care me and know what am thinking only .. Issit is hard to do it ?

Photoshooting

Model : Michelle & Ling
Make up : Micho Yii
Photographe : Pang Hong Ding

About Us =))

Happy to be with him although we always quarrel because of a small thing .. But quarrel make us know more about each other and be so sweet too =)) We together already had 1 month , i really appreciate everything what you gave me .. You bring me happiness , You always made me smile and made me laugh happily too =)) Thanks my dear so much ~!!!! You are the most prefect guy i ever meet before .. I know sometime my temper not really good oh .. Because to get angry and scolded you .. But then you have you know why i so easy to get angry , All is because of i care you and i treat you as my lover .. The last one also only one my dear ~!!!! I really hope our love will never ending easy .. Day by day our love became more stronger already , hope we can keep it up my lover =))) I miss you much here ^^ Did you miss me too ?

About How We Know Each Other =)))

Me with my lover Desmond Kho Jiun Vun started together from 12 May 2010 .. Why we will know each other ? Is because i had a friend name called Ah Wai , Now he working at Haha bar ( Work as DJ ) I know he from Facebook .. We always chatting at there and i felt that he very care me also .. So i decide to be friend with he .. Before me always with my friend went to Haha bar , Sometime no ppl accompany me , i also will ask he sing with me =)) I felt that he is a good guy , but why he will so hard to find a girlfriend ? I really don't know why .. Maybe i not really know about he .. Someday he was date me join his friend's friend birthday party at Lintas New Jade Pub .. The pub design look nice , but then the sound not really good .. So we just went to there awhile , After that we change to Haha bar continue again .. When i go in the pub so many ppl looking for me , don't know why .. Felt got a bit weird , because almost is all ppl is looking at me and i felt shy too .. Then i don't care how them see me , i just at there sing k only .. Hahas =))) Me with he kept talk cock at there .. Then had girl keep looking at me again , then i ask he " Oi ~!! That girl is your friend kah ? Why she kept looking at me ? Issit i'm too pretty already ? " Then he kept laugh , he answer me " Lols ~ No ppl said herself pretty one .. " Hahas =)) Then he also had told me that is his brother girlfriend , then i said " Oh , So ? Why she kept looking at me ? I don't know her boyfriend also .. Lols ~ " Ah wai said she is like that one .. All ppl also not like be friend with she .. Then i said not my business also , Why you want to tell me ? Then i 38 go asked he who's her boyfriend ? Then he said is Desmond working at Karamunsing de .. Then i said i think maybe i know who is that already .. I want to know this guy for a long time ago , i just don't know want how to be friend and talk with him , so i just let it pass .. But now him come to my life already .. So i kept asked myself , Should i be friend with him ? Actually my mind is kept thinking said just do what you want only .. At least i also decide to be friend with him at first .. After Haha bar me with Ah Wai went to Menggatal find him , because i told Ah Wai i wanna make sure issit is him ? How i know when i saw him i suddenly felt very nervous and shy to see him .. We just met up awhile then go home , Because that time is too late already .. I also don't want to disturb him sleep also .. Because the next day him still need to wake up early go work .. After send him back home , i got text him said nice to meet you here and asked him take rest earlier , then him reply me so cool .. I felt so hurt that time , But i think maybe him want to sleep already so just treat me like that cool .. That time i really didn't care too much then replier him okay lar , good night .. The next day me with Ah Wai go his saloon find him to go take lunch , That time i still don't dare to talk with him , but at least we also have talk a bit .. Started from that time i already felt i got a bit like him , But i don't know want how to let him know .. So i just be silent only .. Then at night out with him , But i think that time him already know i like him , Just him don't want to said it out .. We everyday also have met up and talk phone .. When we haven't start together , Him already gave me felt that we're in a relationship .. We haven't start together him always pick me up when i finished work .. Thanks ^^

Finally im back ^^

Finally i came back my blogger life gain =) Long time didn't write blog already .. Always got thing happen also don't know should i find who to talk , always just keep inside my heart .. Now create a new account , hope i can share my life with my all friend and my beloved =)